As a Chicago-based creator navigating identity, rhythm, and quiet rebellion, I’ve come to see life not as a fixed path but a series of intentional rotations—like spinning a slot machine at midnight. This is my reflection on control, chance, and the beauty of showing up even when the outcome is uncertain. In a world that demands constant noise, I found power in stillness. Here’s how I turned anxiety into art—and why you might want to try it too.